I keep writing and noting that I would write and backdate my entry later. Making so many placeholders. Yet I haven't gotten around to writing them.
Right now on Facebook...I see some people that I barely spoke to but we knew each other all the way back to elementary school. I think of how much everyone has changed and it makes me so sad.
University - it was a chance to be a new person and be someone different, have a brand new start. I keep forgetting that. So many people look so different and they seem to established. There so many people I wish I could see again.
I miss Anthony, one of my first African friends who made me laugh.
I miss Jared, I still think about him often. Thinking about how different thing would be if we kept in touch. Thinking about how I really wish I could see him again.
I miss my grade 4 teacher too. She treated me like a daughter. I am going to go home and look for her letters that we exchanged and see if I can find her again. I want to see how she's doing and to let her know I haven't forgotten about her. But I guess before everything...I have get through all these midterms. *sigh*
I really like Craig David's Unbelievable. It such a sad and good song. It makes me sad. I know I really should be working. For some odd reason, I want to talk to Jonathan or James.
Jared. It's a complete coincidence they are all J names. I do know that the one person I can't and shouldn't talk to is the one that is on my mind the most - Jake. Another J name.
Yet I can't really talk to any of them. I worry about Jonathan, knowing that he's still hurting. Knowing that I feel so helpless.
Man...it's be great if I had someone to talk to right now. I wish Jared was here. As always.
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I can't describe it and I can't hide it. - I found who I am supposed to love to pieces: Everyone.
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